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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 [8:00 PM]
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done?

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day,
to turn it all around or throw it all away,
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em,
while we got the chance to say,
gotta live like we're dying.

I'm really liking Kris Allen's song, Live Like We're Dying. :) It's so catchy and the lyrics are quite nice and so completely true. Why waste the time we have when we know anything can happen?
Anyways, I can change my earrings by myself now! Everyone should be proud :D This week has been awesome so far.

Sunday - 27th of December
I went on Catherine's boat for the very first time! Really really upset I don't have any photos. :( I didn't bring a camera. Well, actually, I can't find my compact camera. :( And I was scared that something would happen to my DSLR. So yes, no photos, I'm afraid. I'll make sure to find my compact camera before the next time and I'll get plenty of photos. :) Anyways, it was amazing. It was truly a once in a lifetime experience that you don't get in many places, thank god for Australia and the resources they have! We went down Mount Martha, Portsea way. The original plan was to head all the way down to Portsea, but it started to get slightly windy and the weather was getting worse and so we headed back once we reached Rye. The ride back to Frankston was AWESOME. No kidding. It was bumpy and slightly rough and I was literally bouncing in my seat. It hurt but it was completely worth it. Pretty sure it was the best roller-coaster I've ever been on! Okay so perhaps that was a slight exaggeration, but it's close. :) After the boat ride, we dropped my mum off at home (oh, yeah, my mum came on the boat as well) and I went to Catherine's house for a couple of hours. We played wii for the whole time, actually. ;) At the end we were completely addicted to Mario Kart. It was quite funny, actually. Hahaha. Overall, it was a brilliant day.

Monday - 28th of December
I went to Chadstone with Ina and her family! Didn't buy much, only a pair of adorable star-shaped earrings from Swarovski. I love, love, love them! <3>finally took out my stud earrings, I've been obsessed with buying new pairs of earrings. So every time I go shopping, I'm always looking for earrings. It's fun. :D Hahah Ina and I went to the new expensive part of Chadstone. Walked into Burberry, Louis Vuitton, Tiffany & Co and Chanel. Everything about those shops were mind-blowing... especially the prices. Burberry is amazing as usual, the trenchcoats are to die for. Pity they didn't have the trenchcoat I wanted. Would've loved to see it close up! The staff at Louis Vuitton were so nice! Especially this lady, she showed us everything we wanted to see, and gave us a lot of her time. We were really surprised because we heard that the staff in these luxury brands were all snobby, so that was a refreshing change! Tiffany & Co has gorgeous jewellery. I'm still dying to get the charm bracelet and I saw the most adorable pair of bow earrings. Looks like it's time to save up! Ahhh last but certainly not least, Chanel. Chanel has gorgeous bags, yes, but I'm not really a fan of Chanel to be honest. Ina loves Chanel so it was her idea to go in. The bag that she wants was $4000. Her reaction was pretty funny. Actually, we both kinda just stared at each other, before ditching the bag and walking out of the shop quickly.

Today - 29th of December
Okay, so today wasn't as exciting as the others, but in a way it was. :) I spent the first half of the day with Catherine. She came over and we did maths homework. There were a few distractions but we managed to finish over half of the homework. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it's actually a pretty big accomplishment if you knew how much we actually had to do! It's holidays for crying out loud. :( We spent about 2 and a half hours on maths homework, before deciding to stop. We played Sims 3 for the rest of the time... obviously we're cool. ;) After Catherine went home, mum picked me up and we went to get my year 11 books! :D I was actually very excited while getting my schoolbooks. I felt so accomplished getting the books & carrying the bags of books from the shop to my car. :) After that, I had to go for my doctor's appointment. :( My last dose for the cervical cancer vaccine. I was so scared but in the end it was okay. I'm just so glad I don't have to get injections for awhile now! :D Right now, I'm finishing off the day by watching Gossip Girl, and I can't think of a better to end the day. :)

Anyways, 3 days until the new year! I'm psyched and I can't wait for what life has in store for me. Just remember this: When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. :D

Friday, December 25, 2009 [12:59 AM]
merry christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Have an amazing day today and I hope you get everything you wished for!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 [3:20 PM]
What do you say to taking chances, what do you say to jumping off the edge?

Two days until Christmas!!

My family doesn't celebrate Christmas but I love Christmas! When I'm older and I have a family, I am definitely going to have a christmas tree :) I am a firm believer that every child should have a chance to experience that.
Anyways, my holiday life is so very pathetic at the moment. All I do is laze around the house all day catching up on my TV Shows. It's fun but the more I spend each day watching, the more guilt I feel. The way I'm going right now, in two years I'm going to regret everything.
I've always had this theory that if I got into medical school, everything in my life would fall slowly and gradually into place. I still believe in that theory, but it's not going to happen if I continue to act this way. I can't seem to bring myself to work, though! I have a very short attention span, but during holidays it feels like that part of me is intensified, my normally very short attention span becomes very, very short during holidays. It's not healthy! Why can't I be one of those incredibly smart, hardworking nerdy people? :(
A friend of mine pointed out to me a few days ago that I was a hypocrite. Why? Because even though I'm focused (not too sure if that's the word to describe me at the moment) and determined (not too sure if this is an appropriate word either), I am also filled with distractions such as concerts (I am going to Taylor Swift & Cobra Starship/Owl City), and she couldn't stand the fact that some days I would be having a whinge about how I won't get into medical school, and other days I would be so excited over the different concerts I was going to. You know what? I completely agree. I am a hypocrite. How am I ever going to get into medical school this way? School needs my complete attention, but it seems like my social life comes first. I feel horrible and incredibly guilty. A part of me is screaming, 'i need a social life!' and another part of me is saying wisely, 'remember that everything will fall into place once you get into medical school.' and the final part of me is whispering in the background, 'don't you want your parents to be proud?' And I do. I want my parents' approval so badly. And right now, with all the pressure they're giving me to get into medical school, becoming a doctor seems to be the only way.
Time really flies. I can't believe it's finally time for me to wise up and think about the future. What happened to watching pokemon, playing with barbie dolls and playing in the playground with my best friends? Feels like it was just yesterday I was doing all of those things. I used to think growing up would be fun, but now I'm starting to realise that maybe I was wrong.

Tuesday, December 08, 2009 [5:44 PM]
don't stop, make it pop, DJ blow my speakers up tonight, imma fight till we see the sunlight

I am tired from walking around Melbourne City with Sabina and her family. Visited Taylors College (the foundation studies college for Monash Uni) and Trinity College (Foundation studies for Melbourne Uni) and they're both cool. But I'm not making the decision, Sabina is :p I think she's already chosen between the two though. HAHA.
Now we're back at her hotel and she's commenting on everything I write so i can't really say much. :o (lies kim, liars go to hell:o hahaha jokingggg) she took over the laptop just then HAHA. Anyways Um life is average.(kim is a weeeeeird girl. she spelt average with a capital s woorrrdd) whatever sabina, anyways on to more important news, I bought The Big Bang Theory and scrubs today! Can't wait to start watching them ehehehe :) I also bought Hannah Montana for my little friend Emily HAHA :) it's for christmas/her birthday :)
Okay I'm gonna go now cause I think Sabi wants the computer? And I'm gonna attempt to steal some Pods :) Byeee!

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 [1:07 AM]
feel it coming in the air, hear the screams from everywhere, i'm addicted to the thrill, it's a dangerous love affair.

My heart's pounding, my head hurts and I have major goosebumps.
All because of a stupid video a friend linked me on MSN.
It's one of those stupid normal-person-doing-something-normal-and-then-some-monster-pops-out-and-screams videos.
I hate them. I've always hated them if I'm gonna be honest, but I jumped with this one and I'm still so scared and it's been an hour since I watched it!
I feel like such a wimp :\

Anyways, moving on...
I have so many birthday presents I need to get for people, it's really bugging me.
I love buying presents usually but I honestly have no idea what to get for them (one's a guy and one's a girl) I suppose I'll figure it out soon enough!