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Saturday, August 29, 2009 [11:48 PM]
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

this could be nothing, but i'm willing to give it a try

Chinese school tomorrow :( Not very happy about that since I haven't finished my essay. Oops. Been too distracted with One Tree Hill, my mum & I are hooked :| Right now we're watching the last episode of Season 1 haha. I think we've watched about 11 episodes altogether today :S I am so going to fail my Chemistry test on Monday and my Maths test on Friday. And I haven't finished my chinese essay. Oh dear.

19 days until masquerade themed party & start of holidays
61 days until America!!


[12:08 AM]
life's a masquerade

I have a masquerade ball themed party in 3 weeks exactly and I need to get:
1. A dress!!! A nice formal one too! Panic, panic, panic!
2. High heel shoes?!?! It said so on the invitation and I can't walk in high heel shoes. I can barely walk in flats!
3. Because it's a masquerade ball, I NEED A MASK. Where the hell do you get a mask from!?

Freaking out majorly. :(
Oh and I had a major shopping spree yesterday so I don't have money left to shop for items above. Oops. But the shopping spree was oh so worth it. 2 gorgeous hoodies and a bag for chinese school (FINALLY)!

& One last thing,
THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY.

Friday, August 21, 2009 [7:55 PM]
it's love on the line, can you handle it?

First, condolences to the L (initials only because i think things like these should be kept private) family, i am so sorry for your loss. You're all great people and you don't deserve things like this to happen to you. Just remember that he's finally away from the cruel world and he's now resting in peace. I love you S, and I'm always here for you.

Secondly, I've recently discovered that family are very precious and friends come and go, but family are the people who will always stick with you no matter what. So always remember to cherish and love your family, and acknowledge everything they've done for you because you never know when a tragedy might strike and you find yourself regretting everything you did to them, at that point, there's nothing you can do about it.

Finally, losing weight is an incredibly hard thing to do. :( I am still going to try though! I've got another 10 weeks to America I think. Beautiful Abercrombie & Fitch clothes, here I come.

Saturday, August 08, 2009 [10:30 PM]
Throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape.

Okay so subject selections are over... Well, i've chosen my subjects anyway. We've got up to Thursday, the 13th of August but I decided to get it over and done with.
I ended up choosing:
English
Maths Methods
Chemistry
Biology
Physics
Chinese (outside of school)
Psychology (reserve subject)

I'm actually really happy about my choices. I know it's very science oriented, but I've always prefer science subjects over subjects like art, history, geography, so yeah. :) I mean, people are entitled to their own opinions right? And some might prefer science over geog, history over bio, but I just prefer science over everything else. I am excited about VCE but really really nervous, because medicine is a very demanding course and it's going to be so hard to get in. I shouldn't even be on the computer, but I am.

I really, truly hate myself.