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Saturday, May 31, 2008 [9:59 PM]
twilight craze

Oh my god.
i cannot wait till Breaking Dawn comes out.
And I absolutely cannot wait till the Twilight movie comes out.
I'm so excited!
I mean, the cast list is not really what I had in mind, but I'm sure it'll be good.
Well, I hope, that is.
I've been addicted to twilight fanfiction.
Some are so funny, but some are really good.
I am also addicted to Friends.
I've been watching it all weekend, and I must say, it is the best tv show everrrrrr. :D

To K;
Please don't be mad at me.
You're one of my best friends;
I love you. <3

TAG REPLIES
Sherilyn: Yay, you relinked me. :) Haha, it's fine, Sheri. Love you too! <3Pearlyn: Yes, I know that song! Haha, that's funny! You such up. :D

A falling star, least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain,
You're finding things that you didn't know,
I look at you with such disdain.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight, it ends tonight,
Just a little insight won't make this right,
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight.

Now i'm on my own side,
It's better than being on your side.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 [6:05 PM]
clueless.

I would just like to say that,
I LOVE KIRSTEN HOOD. :)

It's been exactly a week since I last posted.
Let's see what I've gotten in a week.
From my wishlist, I now own,
1. A portable DVD player. (It's not region free, sadly.)
My grandma gave me her portable DVD player because I wrote a list of what I wanted and she saw it. (Don't even ask why she has a portable DVD player. A friend of hers gave it to her. )
2. I OWN ALL 10 SEASONS OF FRIENDS. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
3. I own quite a few DVDs now, but I still need heaps, so like, give me DVDs for christmas and my birthday yeah :P

HOW COOL IS THAT?
IN A WEEK, I GOT HEAPS OF THINGS.
Heee, I love my mummy. :)

TAG REPLIES.
Inna: Haha, I love you too. <3 I absolutely love fridays now. Best day of the week. :D FRIENDS MARATHON. Yayyyy.
Pearlyn: Hey man! :D haha, thanks, it's a pretty cool blogskin. No, you such up. :P
Adeline: HELLO ADELINE!!! :D OF COURSE I REMEMBER YOU! Yeah, I haven't seen you in like so many years now. :( I'm probably only coming back in December. Let's try to catch up, yeah! All the 5I/6I girls! :D Miss you! Take care, man!
Teigan: Haha, hiya. Mmm, yeah. :( Good. I'm glad that we'll never drift apart. :) ily. x
Kelly-Maree: Hellooooo! Thanks for leaving a tag, hahaha. :) I know, isn't it just beautiful? I love my blog. Haha, you make sense, don't worry. :) Mmm, yum, pocky. :D

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 [10:39 PM]
wishlist(:

1. A region free portable DVD player.
2. All 10 seasons of Friends.
3. I am starting a DVD collection as of now, so I'll need DVDs. Haha.
4. Super Smash Brothers: Brawl.
5. Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer.
6. Clothes. More winter clothes!
7. 80gb Classic Ipod. I hate my ipod mini. It's so... old.
8. Last but not least, ipod speakers. :)

[5:43 PM]
story of a girl;

hello.
I'm sorry I haven't been blogging.
I'll try to blog more, k!
As you can see, I have changed my blog URL.
finally.
My old URL was starting to get on my nerves.
angelic white wings;
How gay. Hahah.
I like my current one. It's cool. :)
It's my name just without the first syllable.
Haha. :D
I haven't been going to school because I've been sick.
(I get sick really easily. It's pretty sad.)
Last week was my first week back at Toorak, and it was great! :)
It felt weird being back, but it was nice to be surrounded by all my friends again. :)
I'm glad to be back.
It's weird though, even though i'm back in Toorak, I'm not happy.
I'm always scared and worried, and I don't know what to do about it.
I feel so lost, and I need someone to guide me.
Will you guide me?

TAG REPLIES.
Joey: Haha, yay, i'm linked. :) I should be coming back in December. Let's try to catch up then, k? :) Yeah, I also feel like we've lost contact. :( Give me your hp number and maybe we can sms each other once in awhile? Haha, Take care, yeah!
Huiwen: Moving back to my old school is a good thing. Yeah, I shouldn't worry about what others are saying about me. I won't worry, I won't, I won't, I won't. Haha. Oh, no! I'm not going to kill myself. Promise! Thanks for helping and giving me advice. :)
Ariel: Relinked! :) Btw, your icons are damn cool.

If you love me, won't you let me know?
So if you love me, why'd you let me go?

Wednesday, May 07, 2008 [10:25 PM]
starving for truth;

So, i guess the secret's out.
I'm moving back to my old school.
I should be happy.
Actually, I am.
I just feel like I'm running away from my problems in MLC, honestly.
My parents always say that I'm a strong kid.
Am I not strong enough to face this?
One thing i'm sure of:
I'm terribly scared of what the future has in store for me.
I'm also scared of what people will think of me when i go back.
I know that I only gave MLC a term and a half, but it was enough for me to know that I wouldn't be able to last the rest of the year there.
I just hope people don't talk about me behind my back when i go back, though I know that it's inevitable.
I hate it that i'm so self-conscious.
I hate it that I worry too much about what people think about me.
Anyways,
i find it funny that so many people know about my blog now...
yet they don't leave a tag!
everyone who comes to my blog,
please, please, PLEASE, leave a tag!
thank you <3

Sunday, May 04, 2008 [9:15 PM]
just take the wheel;

It's funny, cause I used to think that people who contemplated suicide were mental.
(No offence to anyone who has thought of commiting suicide, I just hope you didn't attempt to commit suicide, and actually succeeded, but if you did, you wouldn't be here reading my blog in the first place, cause you should be dead.)
But now, I am sad to say that I have thought of commiting suicide.
It was a fleeting thought, nothing serious, i swear.
It's just that i'm so depressed nowadays.
I want to stop feeling like this.
I want to be happy again.
I want to be myself again.
I don't think that's going happen anytime soon, really.
I guess it is true.
I am emo.
Huh.

Thursday, May 01, 2008 [9:50 PM]
it's in the ABC of growing up;

Ariel, Huiwen, Lorraine, Inna, Teigan.
Hey guys, thank you for supporting me and trying to help me through my 'emo' phase.
STEPH IS GAY. (Homosexuaaaaaaaaaal.)
PEARLYN IS COOL. (She's straight!)

Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don't feed me violence
just run with me through rows of speeding cars.
The papercuts the cheating lovers
The coffee's never strong enough
i know you think it's more than just bad luck

There there baby
it's just text book stuff
it's in the ABC of growing up
Now now darling
oh don't lose your head
cause none of us were angels
and you know I love you yeah

Sleeping pills know sleeping dogs lie
never far enough away
Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
I've watched you slowly winding down for years
You can't keep on like this...
now's a bad a time as any

There there baby
it's just text book stuff
it's in the ABC of growing up
Now now darling
oh don't kill yourself
cause none of us were angels
and you know I love you yeah


I hate my life.