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Monday, June 30, 2008 [8:41 PM]
raise the hand that draws the line;

Hello! I'm at ariel's house now, yay. :)
I'm having dinner at her house.
I shall tell you about my weekend.
On Saturday, I went to united square with Ariel and Nic.
Haha. We met Sabina and Ariel's friend, Regina there.
Walked around, bought some stuff, played some carnival games, and yeah. o.o
Fun. Then ariel and regina went off to get things for their friend and me, sabi and nic went to raffles city to meet nicole's parents and sister for dinner. We were early so we went to starbucks for a while. Hehe. Had my usual, a yummy vanilla frappucino, sabi got a tiramisu and nicole got a vanilla frappucino as well. ;D After that, we met Nic's parents at Sushi Tei. They were queueing for a table, so we went to look at dvds.
Haha, I got John Tucker Must Die, Just My Luck and Stick It.
Cool movies. ;D
After that, we went back to the restaurant and ate Jap food. :) Yumyum delish.
Sabina and I shared udon and a can of sprite (though i ended up getting another can of sprite. i drink too much. -.-) and I got 2 plates of tuna sushi. lollll. For dessert, Sabina and I shared Pino. ice cream covered in chocolate. Yummy. :)
Then we went home, and sabi and nic hung out at my place for a bit. :)
Then I waited till 12.30 for neneth to come.
YAY, NENETH'S HERE. :)
Sunday!
I went to plaza singapura with sabina to watch a movie. we watched get smart.
omg, it's such a good movie!!! so funny. hahaha.
we also bought stuff. ;D
I bought the new meg cabot book, airhead and sabina bought a magazine with the jonas brothers as the cover. :)
then we went home and sabi came over my house again.
we watched john tucker must die.
SO FUNNY. But I missed most of it so yeah.
And now, monday,
I am at ariel's house and I'm on a major high.
Can't stop laughing.
I think ariel's mum thinks i'm laughing at her drawing, which is not true.
I'm just laughing at nothing, hahaha.
okay then.
I Shall stop blogging now. :)
goodbye world and hellooooooo chocolate milk!

I will make you change your mind
These things happen all the time
And it's all real
I'm telling you just how I feel

Friday, June 27, 2008 [2:29 PM]
a living nightmare :(

ANDY RODDICK IS OUT OF THE WIMBLEDON.
I am shattered.
I watched the live match, and I went freaking mental.
I was screaming at the tv again. -.-
But it was like 1am so my dad was like telling me to stop, and to relax. rofl.
I can't believe he's out. :(
But he played really crappy yesterday, so it's his fault. >=(
All the good players are out!
Novak Djokovic, Maria Sharapova!
And now, Andy Roddick!!
Oh my. This is going to be a bad wimbledon. :(

Thursday, June 26, 2008 [10:25 AM]
you have stolen my heart;

→ Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your own blog and either link to a post that has all 12 months or copy-paste it all under your result.
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list your friends!

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

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JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Sunday, June 22, 2008 [4:59 PM]
a picture is a thousand words.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 [10:00 PM]
singapore bound!

I AM IN SINGAPORE AND I'M LOVING IT.

I've been here since the 12th of June, haven't had time to post.
I cannot be bothered posting, because I can't remember anything.
*I went shopping for most of the days anyways. Not much to say cept for the fact that I HAVE AN 80GB IPOD CLASSIC (FINALLY!)!

NICOLE AND I TOOK A PHOTO. IT IS A NICE PHOTO. :)
It will be up soon, in a few days, haha.

TAG REPLIES
(Really late tag replies. -.-)
Nicole: Yeah, twilight comes out around about that time in Australia too! :D
Sabina: I will relink you when I can be bothered. You're in japan, boooo. :(
Inna: Thank you for the advice, babe. You're definitely one of my best friends and I really cherish our friendship. :) I love you, sweetie. x
Pearlyn: (I've kinda replied on my tagboard but oh well.) LOL, SORRY ABOUT TAGGING YOU BACK. -.- and yes, we are cool. :D
Teigan: Haha, I know, I tried it after you told me. Funny stuff.
Willabelle: HEY WILLA. <3

Sunday, June 08, 2008 [9:52 PM]
so much for my happy ending;

eternal devastation.

I want so many things in life.
I'm never satisfied. :S
I'm so weird, haha.
Well, here's another list of what I want. -_-

1. 160gb ipod classic.
2. iMac. LOVE THEM. PHOTOBOOTH. OMG.
3. DVDs, VCDs. YAY.
(I'm gonna put all sorts of movies onto my ipod once i get it k!)
I like macs.
Macs are cool.
I want a mac.
:)

okay, goodbye world.

Saturday, June 07, 2008 [11:17 PM]
another quiz. (:

20 people
1)Ariel Goh
2)Sabina Loke
3)Teigan Neate
4)Kirsten Hood
5)Ina Cao
6)Lorraine Lim
7)Leah Hillman
8)Sam Lord
9)Naomi Sisson
10)Catherine King
11)Olivia Hill
12)Victoria Li
13)Mick Lim
14)Pearlyn Wee
15)Stephanie Chen
16)Nicole Thio
17)Lee Huiwen
18)Derrick Chua
19) Kelly Anderson
20)Sherilyn Chan

1)How did you meet 14?( Pearlyn )
I met her through Ariel, I think. :D

2)What would you do if you meet 1?( Ariel )
Hug herrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Haven't seen her in SO long and I miss her like hell.

3)What if 9 and 20 dated?( Naomi and Sherilyn )
Nah, they wouldn't. They don't even know each other. :P

4)Will 6 and 17 date?( Lorraine and Huiwen )
Psh. If they were gay, maybe. :P

5)Describe 3( Teigan )
The most gorgeous girl on the planet. :)

6)Is 8 attractive?( Sam )
I like her hair and she's really tall.
Yes, she's attractive. :D

7)Describe 7( Leah )
She's so sweet and caring.

8)Do you know any of 12's family members?( Victoria )
Yep! I know her whole family, basically. :)

9)What would you do if 18 confessed he/she likes you?( Derrick )
I would laugh hysterically.

10)What language does 15 speak?( Steph )
English. :D

11)Who is 9 going out with?( Naomi )
Orlando Bloom.
KIDDING. :P

12)How old is 16?( Nicole )
She turned 15 on the 25th of May. :D

13)Who is 2's favourite band/singer?( Sabina )
The Jonas' Brothers, rofl.

14) When was the last time you spoke to 13?( Mick )
Yesterday on MSN, I'm pretty sure.

15)Have you ever dated 4?( Kirsten )
Nope. I love her and all, but we would never. Haha.

16)Would you ever date 1?( Ariel )
If I was a guy, then sure I will. :D

17)Is 19 single?( Kelly )
Yes, yes she is.

18)What is 10's last name?( Catherine )
King.

19)Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?( Olivia )
Nope. She's too cute for my liking, lol. Kiddingggg. You're perfect the way you are, livia.

20)What is 3's school?( Teigan )
The awesome school of Toorak College. Same as me. :D

21)Where does 6 live?( Lorraine )
A long way away from me. :(

22)Whats your fav thing about 5?( Inna )
Her gorgeous personality.
I've never met someone like her.
She's the best. <3
Bfffl.

23)Have you seen 2 naked?( Sabina )
No.

8 people to be tagged:
Nicole
Ariel
Sabina
Huiwen
Sherilyn
Pearlyn
Lorraine
Verity

[10:53 PM]
quiz (tagged by sherilyn)

I was tagged by Sherilyn. (:

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I would cry and drown my sorrows with a tub of ice cream. (:

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To become a paeditrician. :D

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Yours. :P

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
A WHOLE LOT OF DVDS.
And some clothes...

5. What's your ideal lover like?
Kind, sweet, funny, great personality?
Don't really care about looks, but looks would be a bonus. :D

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone. Definitely.
But if I could have both, that would be good. :P

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Forever. NOT.
Not sure. A few months, then I'll give up and find someone else more worthy of my time.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Shoot the girl he's married to.
LOL.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
My friends and family always makes me happy.

10. If you had the chance, where on earth would you go for a holiday?
EUROPE! ITALY, PARIS, MILAN!

11. What takes you down the fastest?
So many things can take me down.
When I'm over stressed, I break down.
When people are mistreating me, I break down.
When my life is a complete wreck, I break down.
I can't really say what takes me down the fastest, though.

12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A paeditrician. :D
Or maybe in Uni studying to become a paeditrician.

13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Friends and Family.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
SHERILYN IS TOTALLY AWESOME. :D
& she is super skinnyyyyy. :D

15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
I would rather be... single and rich, honestly.

16. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Laze in bed and try to fall asleep again. :D

17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Nah. Probably not.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The better of the two people. :P The cuter, nicer, sweeter, more loving one.

19. What type of people do you hate?
Backstabbers. Stuck-up people.

20. What is your greatest achievement?
I haven't made any achievements in my life yet.

8 PEOPLE TO TAG:
Nicole Thio
Ariel Goh (When she gets back from Italy)
Sabina Loke
Pearlyn Wee
Lee Huiwen
Lorraine Lim
Elena Lim
& I can't think of someone else so I'll leave the last spot. xD

[10:23 PM]
birthday wishes;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
IN THE MONTH OF MAY/JUNE;

PEARLYN LIM;
10th May!
Sorry, man! This is a SUPER late birthday post. (Even later than Nicole's. Whoops.) I haven't know you for long, but I know that you're an awesome girl. You're super funny, and you always say LOL on msn. :P Haven't met you before but we should so meet up in Mcdonalds one day, yeah? (: Hope you had a good day on your birthday, dude. Lovessss.

NICOLE THIO;
25th May!
Sorry, this is a super super super belated birthday post. I've known you since like forever and you're one of my very close friends. I hope you had a good day on your birthday and I hope you liked my package. Love you man. (:

MICK LIM; (Or as I so fondly call you, Mickey moooooo.)
4th June!
Haha, belated post. I haven't known you for that long and I haven't actually met you in person, but you're a great guy and you're super, super, super funny. You take make up lessons (that amuses me like hell) and you act really girly, but you're still nice. Hee. You're my brother from another mother, man. :P I hope you had a great day on your birthday, mickey moooooo. :D

SAI SHAI WAN; (Brotherrrrrrrrrr.)
8th June!
I can't believe you're finally 21 (as of tomorrow)! How exciting! Happy birthday for tomorrow, bro! You're my actual bro (unlike Mick) and you're a pretty cool older brother. :D Thanks for giving me the whole season of How I Met Your Mother and the movie What Happens In Vegas. I really appreciate it. :) Enjoy your day tomorrow with your friends, yeah? Love you. <3

GRANDMA; (Didn't want to put my grandma's name here. xD)
28th June!
You're going to be 88! How cool is that! You're always really sweet to me and you're always really supportive of whatever I do. Once you go back to Sydney, I'll really miss you. Stay healthy and fit, alright? Love you, grandma. x

[5:31 PM]
done out of boredom

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four.
Nate wondered if he shouldn't warn Coach that his kids... (Yes, it's gossip girl. :P)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
My white beanie. :D

3.What is that last thing you watched on TV?
Big Brother Friday Night Live, I think. :)

4. Without looking, guess what time it is.
5.45pm?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
5.41pm.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My nose sniffling.

7. When did you last step outside?
At 1.15, I went to the travel agency to confirm my ticket to Singapore. :)

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My blog.

9. What are you wearing?
Purple top and trackies.

10. Did you dream last night?
I might've, but I can't remember the dream.

11. When did you last laugh?
When I received an sms from Nicole.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Nothing.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
No.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
This quiz is stupid.

15. What is the last film you saw?
I think it was enchanted on dvd. :S

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
everything. :D

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
Um. Who are you?

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you change?
I WOULD CHANGE THE FACT THAT WE DON'T HAVE WORLD PEACE!

19. Do you like to dance?
Hell no.

20. George W Bush.. American?
Of course he's American.

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what will you call him?
Michael, Alex...

22. Imagine your first child is a girl, what will you call her?
Felicity, Katrina.

23. Have you ever considered living abroad?
I live abroad. In Australia. o.o But I want to go back to Singapore someday, yeah.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"It's time you had a rest, little one. Welcome to heaven."

25. 4 people who must do this in their journal.
1. Ariel Goh!
2. Sabina Lokeeee.
3. Lee Huiwennnn.
4. Lorraine Lim!

Thursday, June 05, 2008 [7:29 PM]
my life is a living hell.

I am not pushing anyone aside.
I just don't want anyone involved in my problems.
The reason why I haven't been going to school.
I have insomnia.
I can't get to sleep at night.
I feel that I'm slowly going crazy.
I've been going to a child psychologist since I left MLC.
I've been taking anxiety pills to get some sleep at night.
I am going mental, and I am not kidding.
I didn't mean to make you worry.
I am sorry.

Why do I always screw things up?