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Tuesday, August 10, 2010 [11:25 PM]
six billion people in the world, six billion souls, but sometimes all you need is one.

1. Start Time: 11.25pm

2. Name: Kimberly Tin.

3. Nickname: Kim, Kimtin, Kimmy, etc.

5. Sex: Why, last time I checked, I am female!
6. Age: Sweet sixteen.
8. Eye color: Brown.
9. Height and weight: 154cm, and I prefer not to mention my weight.
10. Favourite colour: Blue.
11. Glasses: Yes :(
13. tattoos: Nope. And I'm not a fan of tattoos to be honest, but I don't judge people if they have some!
14. Birthplace: Singapore.
15. Area code: 3930.
16. Best friend: Ariel and Sabina.

******HAVE YOU EVER*****
17. Cut your own hair? Nope.
18. Done something in the past which made u regret? Definitely.
19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? HAHA Um I don't think so!
21. Skipped school? Probably.
22. Bungee jumped? Nope. Seems cool, but I have a fear of heights so I'll probably chicken out if I had the chance to.
24. Punched someone? Nope.
25. Cheated on someone? No. And I would never.
26. Been arrested? No.
27. Broke into someone's house? Nope.
31. Been to a funeral? Yes.
32. Used a lighter? For candles.

*****FAVORITE** ***

34. Season: Winter.
36. Ice cream flavour: Ferrero Rocher and Cookies And Cream.
37. School subject(s): Methods, I think, and I'm starting to be a fan of bio. But I still love chemistry and physics.. So I guess I like all subjects?
38. Candy: Hmm. Does chocolate count? If chocolate counts in this category, KINDER BUENO.
39. Breakfast: Sausage & Eggs with hashbrowns of course. Or simply fruit loops.
40. Juice: Apple, or apple and mango.
41. Book(s): Pride and Prejudice.
42. Movie(s): Pride and Prejudice HAHA.
43. Song(s): I am really diggin' the song Club Can't Handle Me by Flo Rida. I honestly have no idea why.
44. Day(s) in a week: Friday.
50. Letter(s): K. Do you even have to ask?
51. Favorite fast food restaurant: Mcdonalds ;)
52 . Disney Princess: Belle and Jasmine.
53. Favourite station: 101.9, Fox!
88. had your dinner? Indeed I have.
89. Killed yourself? No.
90. Fell from the 1st floor? Well my house is only one storey high.
91. slapped yourself? Once or twice.
92. slapped somebody? As a joke yes.
93. Hugged somebody? Sure have ;)
94. Would you mind if i call your mum a slut? HAHA she is definitely not a slut. Well I would find it funny cause she's like the complete opposite to a slut. :P
95. End time: 11.33pm.

[10:58 PM]
you say it best, when you say nothing at all.

Let's see, I did this quiz exactly 3 years ago (well, august 14th), and I wanted to compare the answers.

YOU:
1. obsessed with sex?: Look, I'm no longer scared of the word sex, but I am not obsessed with it.... yet ;) OKAY I KID, I KID.
2. Are you tall?: No. But I get to wear heels so I'm not all that upset about it anymore!
3. In your pajamas?: Nope! I haven't changed yet. My bad.
4. Left handed?: Nope.

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Ina during our cute little double driving lesson!
2. Talked to on the phone: Not so sure. I don't talk to people on the phone that much.
3. Person to IM you: Sheri & Steph :P
4. Was today better than yesterday?: Definitely not.

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 7 or 10!
2. Season: I like all seasons except summer.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: I got up and told mum I was too sick to go to school.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: Hmmmm not really at the moment. Kinda, but not really.

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters and who'd you watch it with and would you go with them again?
A: Wow last movie... I really cannot remember! Awkward. But I'm sure I would go to the movies with that person again!

Q: Where is the last place you went?:
A: Hospital to pick up my grandma!

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: Sure do :)

Q: Do you wish upon stars?:
A: Nah, not really.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?:
A: My highly uncomfortable bed. Which reminds me, I need to go bed shopping soon.

Q: Why did you sleep there?:
A: Because it's in my room?

Q: When was the last time you cried?:
A: Yesterday.

Q: What are you about to do?:
A: Sleep, I think!

Q: What do you hear right now?:
A: The dryer and mum watching the news outside.

Q: What's your favorite month?:
A: March. Surprise, surprise.

Q: How many kids do you want/have?:
A: I want a boy and a girl, and I'm willing to have 342938129389 kids as long as I have one of both genders. Fact.

TEN EMOTIONS
1. Are you missing someone right now? My god, yes.
4. Are you bored? Not really actually!
5. Are you German? Nope.
6. Are you Irish?: No.
7. Are you Asian?: Sadly, yes.
8. Are you Italian?: Nope.
9. Are your parents still married?: Yeah. :)
10. Do you have a crush on someone right now?: Yes. But my theory is that I'm only crushing on him because there's no one else to crush on. And because he's a good guy, my feelings decided to latch onto him. Because I'm a 'hopeless romantic', that way.

TEN FACTS
1. Hometown: Singapore.
3. Height: 154cm? I'M TINY.
4. Eye color: Brown.
7. Lefty/righty: Righty!
8. Favorite color: Blue.
9. Most important thing in the world: Friends, family.
10. Anyone that you love/like at the moment: Yes. Refer to above for my hypothesis.

QUESTIONS
1, Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
I think I like someone right now so much that it hurts. Which is stupid, because it's a silly little crush and I WILL GET OVER IT SOON.

2. Have you ever made a b/f g/f cry?
I've never had a boyfriend or a girlfriend.

3. Are you a frog?
Uhm no?

4 Have you ever had your heart broken?
No.

5.Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
No.

6 If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Always.

7. Do you think you're a good bf/gf?
I hope I will be a good girlfriend!

8. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends on the situation.

9. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.

10. Like anyone right now?
Yep.

11. Like anyone at school?
No.

12. Does that person like you back?
I wish :(

13. What did you do LAST night?
Used the computer.

14. How do you feel right now?
My head hurts like a motherfucking bitch.

FIRSTS
23. First piercing = both ears!
24. First best friend = Ariel and Sabina.
25. First failing grade = Science probably haha
26. First sport you joined = badminton
27. First pet = A goldfish from a funfair.
30. First crush = Possibly my brother's friend Joshua who was like 5 years older than me. (Yeah I liked older guys from a VERY young age. I think I had a crush on him in like kindergarten).

CURRENTLY
49. Eating = Nothing.
50. Drinking = Nothing.
52. I'm about to = sleep and take a tablet to get rid of my goddamn headache.
58. Want kids? = Definitely.
59. Want to get married? Definitely.
60. Careers in mind? = Doctor. 10 years now. Still want to be a paediatrician. Seems like for this question, nothing's changed, 3 years ago and now.

WHICH IS BETTER FOR A BF/GF?
68. Lips or eyes = eyes.
69. Hugs or kisses= Depends.
70. Older or Younger = Older.
72. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic.
73. Nice stomach or nice arms = Stomach, arms, they're both good. Hot paramedic guy had the whole package. God, I miss that guy.
74. Sensitive or loud = Depends on the situation.
75. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.
77. Trouble maker or hesitant = Depends :)

HAVE YOU EVER
78. Kissed a stranger = Nope.
79. Drank bubbles = Maybe a little when I was a kid.
80. Lost glasses/contacts= Nope.
84. Broken someone’s heart = No.
85. Been in trouble with the cops = No.
87. Cried when someone died = Yeah.
88. Lost a friend = Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself = Hardly ever, nowadays.
90. Miracles = I guess.
91. Love at first sight = It has happened. Actually, the guy I'm crushing on was a 'love' at first sight kinda thing.
92. Heaven = Not sure as of yet.
94. Sex on the first date = Check back with me later ;)
95. Kiss on the first date = Maybe.
99. Do you make the first move = I prefer the guy to make the first move, but if the situation calls for it, I don't mind making the first move.
100. Religion = Buddhist.

Wednesday, January 06, 2010 [11:08 PM]
sorry blogger!

I've changed to livejournal! it was a quick decision, actually. :) I think i'm gonna come back to blogger every once in awhile to post random lyrics or quotes though!

my new livejournal is berlyyy.livejournal.com :D

I couldn't be bothered thinking of a new URL so yes. :)

Monday, January 04, 2010 [2:43 PM]
goodbye 2009, hello 2010!

I just realised I didn't post on January 1st. I'm actually quite disappointed in myself, hahaha. ...Actually, looking back on my old blogposts, last year was the only year I posted a post on the 1st of January. ;) Okay, I don't feel that bad anymore.

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Welcome to a new decade, everyone.

I can't believe another year has gone by so fast! 2009 was a year of opportunities, and while I'm sure I didn't grab every single opportunity given to me, I like to think that I took advantage of some of them and each opportunity I took, shaped me up for the person I'm going to be in 2010.

I'm harbouring mixed emotions towards the big two-oh-one-oh, or twenty ten as I like to call it. I'm scared, terrified for year 11, scared that I'm not going to live up to the expectations my parents want. I'm excited for the various activities I have planned, my subjects and if I'm going to be honest, I'm worried. Worried that everything won't turn out the way I want it to in 2010. Worried that something bad's going to happen that'll change my mindset. Mix all those emotions together, and you get me. A rather short, dark-haired walking contradiction. But putting all those things aside (for now), I feel that twenty-ten is going to be awesome. The 'tensies' decade is going to be great. :)

Hmmmm surprisingly, I've actually been quite busy lately. On the 1st, we had a family friends gathering at my house. Saw the usual people, it was good fun. :) Played wii, as always and a rather long game of pictionary. I actually don't mind pictionary now. Used to dislike it, but it's not as bad as I thought ;) Played cluedo but that was an utter fail. :P And we ended the day with an episode of Gossip Girl and a few episodes of The Big Bang Theory. All in all, it was a good day.

On the 2nd, I saw Ina and Rachael in Mornington. That was fun. ;) And I'm not telling what we got up to. :p It's rather embarassing, really.

Yesterday, it was TK & Lynn's family's housewarming party! The house looked amazing with all the different colours! I met some of Lynn's friends (they're all really nice, Lynn :)) and I had a glimpse of some of TK's friends but I didn't talk to them much, and I saw the usual people like Sai, Sophie, Eric, Maureen (people who came to my house on the 1st as well). It was a good day and I had alot of fun. :D

Today, I have nothing planned, but because to me it's the first day of the year that I'm actually free, I'm going to "start" the year by cleaning my room! I'm putting all my stuff into random bags first, and when I finally find the time to buy storage boxes from either Kikki.K or Smiggle, I'll dump my stuff from plastic bags, to nice, neat storage boxes. :D Soon enough, my room will be neat and tidy. The hard part of it all, is keeping the room neat and tidy. I don't know how I manage to do it, but the desk gets messy pretty much an hour after I clean it. :| Oh well. I WILL KEEP IT CLEAN. A clean study space is exactly what I need for twenty-ten. :)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009 [8:00 PM]
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done?

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day,

to turn it all around or throw it all away,
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em,
while we got the chance to say,
gotta live like we're dying.

I'm really liking Kris Allen's song, Live Like We're Dying. :) It's so catchy and the lyrics are quite nice and so completely true. Why waste the time we have when we know anything can happen?

Anyways, I can change my earrings by myself now! Everyone should be proud :D This week has been awesome so far.

Sunday - 27th of December

I went on Catherine's boat for the very first time! Really really upset I don't have any photos. :( I didn't bring a camera. Well, actually, I can't find my compact camera. :( And I was scared that something would happen to my DSLR. So yes, no photos, I'm afraid. I'll make sure to find my compact camera before the next time and I'll get plenty of photos. :) Anyways, it was amazing. It was truly a once in a lifetime experience that you don't get in many places, thank god for Australia and the resources they have! We went down Mount Martha, Portsea way. The original plan was to head all the way down to Portsea, but it started to get slightly windy and the weather was getting worse and so we headed back once we reached Rye. The ride back to Frankston was AWESOME. No kidding. It was bumpy and slightly rough and I was literally bouncing in my seat. It hurt but it was completely worth it. Pretty sure it was the best roller-coaster I've ever been on! Okay so perhaps that was a slight exaggeration, but it's close. :) After the boat ride, we dropped my mum off at home (oh, yeah, my mum came on the boat as well) and I went to Catherine's house for a couple of hours. We played wii for the whole time, actually. ;) At the end we were completely addicted to Mario Kart. It was quite funny, actually. Hahaha. Overall, it was a brilliant day.

Monday - 28th of December

I went to Chadstone with Ina and her family! Didn't buy much, only a pair of adorable star-shaped earrings from Swarovski. I love, love, love them! <3>finally took out my stud earrings, I've been obsessed with buying new pairs of earrings. So every time I go shopping, I'm always looking for earrings. It's fun. :D Hahah Ina and I went to the new expensive part of Chadstone. Walked into Burberry, Louis Vuitton, Tiffany & Co and Chanel. Everything about those shops were mind-blowing... especially the prices. Burberry is amazing as usual, the trenchcoats are to die for. Pity they didn't have the trenchcoat I wanted. Would've loved to see it close up! The staff at Louis Vuitton were so nice! Especially this lady, she showed us everything we wanted to see, and gave us a lot of her time. We were really surprised because we heard that the staff in these luxury brands were all snobby, so that was a refreshing change! Tiffany & Co has gorgeous jewellery. I'm still dying to get the charm bracelet and I saw the most adorable pair of bow earrings. Looks like it's time to save up! Ahhh last but certainly not least, Chanel. Chanel has gorgeous bags, yes, but I'm not really a fan of Chanel to be honest. Ina loves Chanel so it was her idea to go in. The bag that she wants was $4000. Her reaction was pretty funny. Actually, we both kinda just stared at each other, before ditching the bag and walking out of the shop quickly.

Today - 29th of December

Okay, so today wasn't as exciting as the others, but in a way it was. :) I spent the first half of the day with Catherine. She came over and we did maths homework. There were a few distractions but we managed to finish over half of the homework. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it's actually a pretty big accomplishment if you knew how much we actually had to do! It's holidays for crying out loud. :( We spent about 2 and a half hours on maths homework, before deciding to stop. We played Sims 3 for the rest of the time... obviously we're cool. ;) After Catherine went home, mum picked me up and we went to get my year 11 books! :D I was actually very excited while getting my schoolbooks. I felt so accomplished getting the books & carrying the bags of books from the shop to my car. :) After that, I had to go for my doctor's appointment. :( My last dose for the cervical cancer vaccine. I was so scared but in the end it was okay. I'm just so glad I don't have to get injections for awhile now! :D Right now, I'm finishing off the day by watching Gossip Girl, and I can't think of a better to end the day. :)

Anyways, 3 days until the new year! I'm psyched and I can't wait for what life has in store for me. Just remember this: When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. :D

Friday, December 25, 2009 [12:59 AM]
merry christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Have an amazing day today and I hope you get everything you wished for!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 [3:20 PM]
What do you say to taking chances, what do you say to jumping off the edge?

Two days until Christmas!!

My family doesn't celebrate Christmas but I love Christmas! When I'm older and I have a family, I am definitely going to have a christmas tree :) I am a firm believer that every child should have a chance to experience that.

Anyways, my holiday life is so very pathetic at the moment. All I do is laze around the house all day catching up on my TV Shows. It's fun but the more I spend each day watching, the more guilt I feel. The way I'm going right now, in two years I'm going to regret everything.

I've always had this theory that if I got into medical school, everything in my life would fall slowly and gradually into place. I still believe in that theory, but it's not going to happen if I continue to act this way. I can't seem to bring myself to work, though! I have a very short attention span, but during holidays it feels like that part of me is intensified, my normally very short attention span becomes very, very short during holidays. It's not healthy! Why can't I be one of those incredibly smart, hardworking nerdy people? :(

A friend of mine pointed out to me a few days ago that I was a hypocrite. Why? Because even though I'm focused (not too sure if that's the word to describe me at the moment) and determined (not too sure if this is an appropriate word either), I am also filled with distractions such as concerts (I am going to Taylor Swift & Cobra Starship/Owl City), and she couldn't stand the fact that some days I would be having a whinge about how I won't get into medical school, and other days I would be so excited over the different concerts I was going to. You know what? I completely agree. I am a hypocrite. How am I ever going to get into medical school this way? School needs my complete attention, but it seems like my social life comes first. I feel horrible and incredibly guilty. A part of me is screaming, 'i need a social life!' and another part of me is saying wisely, 'remember that everything will fall into place once you get into medical school.' and the final part of me is whispering in the background, 'don't you want your parents to be proud?' And I do. I want my parents' approval so badly. And right now, with all the pressure they're giving me to get into medical school, becoming a doctor seems to be the only way.

Time really flies. I can't believe it's finally time for me to wise up and think about the future. What happened to watching pokemon, playing with barbie dolls and playing in the playground with my best friends? Feels like it was just yesterday I was doing all of those things. I used to think growing up would be fun, but now I'm starting to realise that maybe I was wrong.