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Friday, January 09, 2009 [3:49 AM]
she's the queen of the superficial.

I am what I am,
I can't help myself,
And if you don't like it,
Get with somebody else.


I've never been good with words, so my blogposts are not as interesting as other people, I know. No matter how hard I try, I can never make it sound deep and meaningful, or interesting, like Ariel's blogposts (Her blog's always so entertaining), I've tried, many times, but in the end it always sounds childish and stupid.
I don't know if it's because I'm not as mature, not as smart ... not as good at english?
Oh well, I guess I'll just have to live with the fact that I can't make funny/interesting/thoughtful birthday wishes, blogposts.
-x-
Anyways, -a total change of subject, here- It's the new year, new beginnings (once again), new house (yay) and this time, I am going to change. I don't want to be who I was in 2008, I want to be a new person in 2009, and I'm going to start doing well in school and i'm going to change my life in a drastic way.
Mark. My. Words.
At the end of this year, I will be a different, more mature person. I'll make sure of it.
... And sleeping at 5am every night and waking up at 2pm each day (even though it's holidays) is definitely not the way to go.
The computer is way too addictive. I need to find myself another past time.
-x-
Today (09/01/09) onwards, I am going to avoid chocolate/lollies/chips/biscuits like the plague.
In replacement, I shall eat nuts, yoghurt, fruits! (This sounds exciting...)
I shall keep track of the amount of days I manage to last without having junk food.
This will be the first difference I'll make to my life.
... And I need to lose weight before the coldplay concert in March, anyways, So I can get myself a nice, fabulous outfit. (I sound so shallow. It's not my fault I want to look good.)