You have no idea what's going to happen until it actually happens. And no matter how much it annoys me, I can't change that fact. I have all these dreams of how I want my life to be when I'm older, but there's no way for me to know if it actually comes true, and that fact alone makes me sad. What if I don't become a doctor? What if I don't marry the perfect guy and don't get the 2 kids I want? What if the guy I do end up with is some abusive alcoholic and he didn't show me his true colours until we got married? If someone gave me a chance to look into the future now, I would. I would find out what my life would be like in 10 years, even if the truth hurt, and it wasn't how I expected to turn out. And once I knew what was coming, I would mentally prepare myself, or if it was something I could change by doing something else now, I would.

But in the end - I can't see the future and I have no clue whatsoever as to what's going to happen and dreaming about being able to do that isn't helping at all.

You have no idea what's going to happen until it actually happens. And no matter how much it annoys me, I can't change that fact. I have all these dreams of how I want my life to be when I'm older, but there's no way for me to know if it actually comes true, and that fact alone makes me sad. What if I don't become a doctor? What if I don't marry the perfect guy and don't get the 2 kids I want? What if the guy I do end up with is some abusive alcoholic and he didn't show me his true colours until we got married? If someone gave me a chance to look into the future now, I would. I would find out what my life would be like in 10 years, even if the truth hurt, and it wasn't how I expected to turn out. And once I knew what was coming, I would mentally prepare myself, or if it was something I could change by doing something else now, I would.

But in the end - I can't see the future and I have no clue whatsoever as to what's going to happen and dreaming about being able to do that isn't helping at all.