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Wednesday, September 10, 2008 [10:39 PM]
that's just the way we roll.

I find it amazing how I haven't seen my Nanyang friends in such a long time, yet I find myself missing them every once in awhile. Especially the people from 5I. I only knew them (people from 5I) for a short while, but I still miss them dearly. Every single one of them.
The girls, and even the guys. I barely keep in contact with them nowadays, but I always wonder what would've happened if i stayed in Singapore, and stayed in Nanyang. How different my life would've been, you know?
I remember that I used to have pen fights with Shihe (the guy i was sitting next to in pri 5) and we would like start drawing on each other's uniform until someone called truce (funny really, because it was usually him who called truce). I don't have any form of contact with him, so I don't know how he is. I hope he's doing fine.
Joey, Verity, Grace, Mingrui, Weelin, Esther, Huiwen, Nicole, Elena, and I might've forgotten someone, if I have, i'm sorry. but I would just like to let you know that even though I don't know you guys very well (i might not even have been friends with you in pri 5) , I miss you, and I hope you're doing fine in your secondary school life. Take care, and well, I hope we see each other again?
I always wonder of what could've been.
How life would've been if I never moved to Australia, what my score would've been for PSLE and what secondary school I could've went to. (I probably would've aimed high like MGS or NYGH. But I probably wouldn't have made it.) What if I stayed in MLC? Would things get better or worse? What if I went to Marshmead? Would I find it enjoyable, or torture?
I know I shouldn't dwell on the past, but every once in awhile, I find myself drifting into a world of 'could have been'.
I'm basically torturing myself, because after I think of what could have been, I just wish with all my might that I could go back to that point of time, and that I could change everything to what could have been.